My name is Maddie. I enjoy the geeky things in life and I am what people in this society would call Weird.

I'm Puerto Rican and Currently live in NYC
Any questions? Put 'em in my ask box.

 

Dies anyone even use Kik anymore?

I haven’t gotten a message since march. I think I might delete it if its not “a thing” anymore..

My username is MadisonJBlake I believe..

I’m scared I’ll become an alcoholic during or after my college years

Whenever I’m upset I always say in my Head, “I need a Drink”

Right now I feel like I need quite a few drinks

Watch it now or later?

Saw Iron Man 3 and the Great Gatsby today.. Ill wrote my full separate reviews on both later but to be short and simple.

Iron Man 3: Recommend-Watch in in theatres ASAP

The Great Gatsby: Watch it on Netflix or Redbox it

People keep telling me to perm my hair, but truthfully, I love my curls.

If you don’t like my hair when it’s curly then don’t look at it

grrrlfever:

if ur secretly in love with me u should tell me

not because those feelings might be reciprocated but because its really good for my ego

I feel like my mom puts too much weight on my shoulders

She gets like 330 a week and rent just went up to 820 a month. We’re in a 4 person household and she’s the only one who works. I get it she’s stressed and this is hard.

It just really messes me up mentally when she comes to my room and talks to me about it.

Then she says I’d I stood in NYC things would be easier. I don’t want to stay here but idk.. If it’ll make things easier for my family like making us eligible for Food Stamps then should I stay?

ASDFHJKL;

I’m feeling really anxious:

Bad anxious- because of college

Good Anxious- because I flat out asked the guy I like how he feels about me and he said ill find out Saturday when we hang out.. Only prob is I might not be able to :/

Visited Buffalo State College today

Pretty nice school. I can see myself here but I can’t see myself being really comfortable and happy here.. Idk I really want to go to LMU but I’m trying to think in a finacial and financially LMU isn’t the way to go

They brought us to Niagra falls which was cool because I’d never been and I could see Canada :D I’ve never seen Canada before

Am I the only one?

I was just hear on the edge of a panic attack and was wondering, does anyone have “relationship anxiety” like a social kind of anxiety but nervous  shaking and getting anxiety from the idea of being in a relationship or commited to someone?